your madness fuels my interest
i sink into your mind as if i cant swim
blood as thick as bread becoming my religion
beauty in the sad tear poured from my hatred
sick from the stomach of distance and comfort
crooked nails of bitten worries and stress
seeking for more in your eyelashes
waves cascaded on my soul of thought and understanding
leaking of hope and sin this is only normal
GREEN AMBER LIQUID TO GRAB THIS REALITY
DO NOT BREAK AWAY FROM WHAT IS IMPORTANT
YOU MUST BE REAL TO THE FAITH OF EXISTENCE
SO THIS BRIM CIRCLE OF FIRE WATER SHINES
TO BE MY GLORIFIED SELF INDUCED SOULD OF SCARS
BURDEN BY WHAT IS NOT INE AND IS ONLY YOURS
THIS IS NOT A HAPPY DAY BUT ONE TO REMEMBER
THIS STINGS ARE FOUND IN ALL JOINTS OF MY BODY
HELP ME CUT MY EMOTIONS FREE AND TO NOT BE UNFORGIVING
THIS MUST BE A SYMPHONY OF CRIES AND YELLS
YOUTH PREACH THE COMING OF GOLD AND SILVER
HOLD ME CLOSE BUT KEEP ME HIDDEN
BATTERY POWER OF 36 PERCENT LEAVES ME WITH NOTHING
TIME IS TO BE EXPECTED BUT NEVER APPRECIATED
THESE FOOTSTEPS NEVER ABIDED BY MUCH OF ANYTHING
SILK MASK OF FAITH IN HOPELESSNESS BECOMES ME
AGGRESSIVELY HOPEFUL TO NO ONE
THIS IS MY COMMANDMENT
SHINY GLASS MESSAGES TELL ME MY NEXT PATH
FIXATION ON MY SHAKEN HANDS OF DISEASE
MY BODY NEVER REALLY EVER CARED FOR MY LIFE STYLE.
crimes of hate and anger
on the road of love that is lost
the devil dwells inside my chest
soft notes of music play
calm nerves tingle to vibrations
thoughts become one sided
do not comfort my filth
i must suffer y sins fully
these demons must be thrown out
heart breaks and black ink pours out
half bitten finger nails desperate for words
stop to lets the blisters subsided
tangled bed sheets strangle my soul
sleep is a lost path in future endeavors
broken by what to come
bright light blue hair
from the sea she must of escaped
to let her stay or be free from this prison
selfish my thoughts have been
to learn nothing is my weakness
these everyday interviews must be held accountable
so is my mind safe for now
have i let the blood of the past flow
to be alone and stay solid
cry for future skin to peel
transform these new legs
bungee straps held to my reach
control is weak but necessary
how can these piles of paper hold nothing
roads after roads sink into the earth
sheeted windows of washed away memories
dwelling on the very curves your skin wrap around
salty beach qualities displayed on her face
two side maze left us separated to the journey
only bringing more understanding of what we our destination is worth
blossom porch of jungle footsteps covered in rocks
the sliding glass doorbell that will never be rung
to echo these wooden planks which we glided across
most of all its the air that you breathe in so purely
haunting images call us back yet we ignore
there is truth in freedom and so i shall seek it
forever will be played by the sweet memories of the rock filled road
when my fingers bleed it means i write about you
everyday reminders of the obvious give me split skin fever
finals end more than test, for we are attached to endless time
chimes of sweet bells scream
and i know
my heart is not that far away.
On one hand you fear the end
on the other it seems impossible.
The breaths of your soul have meaning
it has become my air.
Ocean waves sweep my skin
her eyelashes crash down the waves.
Tan line memories hold as glue
to say goodbye would be pointless.
The worry of love is all to familiar
sick from lack over sweet lit sheets.
Stained smell shirt become your skin
this wall just seems to be growing.
Miss read empty spot on the bed
sleep stayed with her in the cave.
Video diaries of the aggressively hopeful
this pain is all I have to know its worth it.
She is timeless.
(PHOTO TAKEN BY: Gabriella Ricci -http://www.flickr.com/photos/gabbi4/ )
silvered lined letters
restless night of observation
more in tuned with environment
changes made by me
drifting dull lit room
curtain windows motionless
discomfort with technology
so aware but to tired
candle bobbing night
friends from past trips
melting away the hate
room to breathe light
consume smoke of air
distant taste
body jolts around
rectangle prison home
drunk father conversations
another stick to toss
hula hoop beaches
soft white beauty
blonde glows of light
untwisted ties on life
fresh apple duplicity
dilation to the space
screams of air
weak bones of time
electric vein discomfort
lost word in mind
clicking of old house
perched shadows of moon
warping frames of white wall
when to be awake
clothes graveyard on display
curved spine like stripes
to be born to this feeling
absences of one
data ink spill
decode the manual system
unplug vibes of responsibility
quilt flowered skin
ocean hazed eyes
transparent freckles
red label amber ale
sport screens to time
hit of mist smoke
dancing lights on face
ash trays for all
conversation of objects
commercial our times
buy one night fun
plastic casing o pleasure
we had ourselves in corners
becomes of our thoughts
it has all become too real
pursuit to happiness
just a lil song of distant past
importance in the last burn
always one up
to owe is to be close minded
circles of frozen ice
nail biting drinks
stale popcorn from bars
bottle collect dust in frame
blue light buttons
communion cigarettes
fire organs burn, burn, burn
living in a jungle yard
no to hear my scream
shades and locked windows
normal paranoia to the night
lime stained hands
mentors of love
scream girls of past
influences of physic
bad memories of good times
take you anyway i cant get you
lose bras and tight pants
tight suits to adapt to music
half blood half tequila
glasses of unfilled burdens
trifecta of word vomit
sun and moon tone our skins
no calls or appointments
blissful buzzing heads
simple cause its good
motivated waves of immaturity
filled with original organization
give it to the people
nurses our egos please
wooden blades of splendor
all in our heads
reality becomes useless
castle of young men
concur the lands of our yards
scaling mountains of roofs
lost fire stories
empty pockets of regret
moon speaks of a good time
rust prints of fences
burning eyes of light
slippery bodies move
brown ale dreams
lonely toke stoner
scream vibrations from walls
sirens of anthem songs
failure to communicate
locations choice
fire biting bugs
pulsation in my veins
chime ring in ear
firework guided lights
layers of graffiti
collecting youth souls
fevered face red
fur covered palm trees
radiant color isles
two toned doorway
wonka bar dreams
grinding spices of evaluation
rain drips into our cans
hurricane of words
tire marks on our expression
trying to keep up
sucking our addictions
filling holes in our minds
discolored bricks of reliability
warm night sweating cans
responsibility undeserved
read me better
your observation is venom
you kill at first touch
private phone calls behind cars
disclosure on us
wood splintered neck
into the clouds again
ridiculous room of candy
sure to the phone
lost beyond lost friends
they make their way back
in time is the only definition
chorus of drunk songs
youth generation on the porch
smoke hose passed in ritual
echos of the tune
swishing words of firewater
laughter on the oblivious
beating heart drum
no more slow burning sticks
remembering the beach times
electric music in my mind
roller coaster of waves
beach tingles of past
one minute sculptures of video
open doorknobs
stained shirts of beauty
dirt cover loafers
bamboo lined hands
blurry confusion of vision
talent show music
distanced smoking
touches of old memories
car pulling us back
sipping the weird stuff
more and more intoxication
twitching liver inside
shaking hair of trembles
soft, soft, soft
and the cigarette burns
wheat liquid of golden sun
passing of smoke
grunting to the pain
crossed lined fence
running away with the beats
burning cigarette comes back
paranoia sets in
breaks of solitude
picking at our hands
